And so we go on.
Lost in the seas of unending night,
Stranded without a light.
Weve wandered the starlit sky,
Forever wondering why.
Never again will I cry,
Never again will I die.
You who were to be by my side,
You the ones that turned aside.
I always tired when you need us there,
When I need you, you all disappear.
I see now you dont want me near,
Of that you have made clear.
So for all that have turned away,
I shale smile and say good day.
I know now that I cannot stand with your light
Nor can you stand in my night.
So you want me gone,
Then I shale sing a new song,
So we can go on.
I searched the lands of light,
Looking only for you.
Scorned and hated, for who I am,
Did you look for me too?
You were the one I loved true,
But what was I really to you?
So many times we fought,
But afterwards I never gave it a thought.
To me you were my hope,
The light to lead me home.
You gave me the power to cope,
With the darkness inside me.
She made me balanced,
But you made me want to be more.
To you I showed all my talents,
Did I not measure up to the score?
So to you I say,
What is the way?
What must I pay?
What must I do,
To be with you?
My lands of light Princess.
The masks we wear, in plain sight.
The pain we hide, with all our might.
The shadows that dance in the night.
The emotions were lost in the fight.
It's cold to walk around in winter,
But I do it now without a shiver,
I cut myself and it feels but a splinter,
I'm as cold as ice and don't even quiver.
I watch as children run and play,
I should fear what I may say.
So back to my den I hide for the day.
Back to my darkness I should run away.
But I don't dare,
To me this has happened twice,
I don't wish to hurt to who I care.
But I'm trapped in the soul of ice.
Once again I feel this way,
Blowing smoke to hide my pain.
Hoping against hope that one day,
That it will pass away.
Every dawn I pass into sleep,
Wondering if I'll wake.
Every dusk I rise again,
And curse my fate.
Night to Day, Day to Night
and yet no one understands my plight.
I hear their call driving me to fight
and other voices calling to fear my might
All this evil inside my eyes,
all this power inside my hands.
and yet I'm blinded by their light,
seeing now with only my second sight.
I lie me head to rest my weary eyes,
From all around I feel it reaching inside.
I feel no pain, it's hollow within,
With the darkness all around I'm forced to rise.
Night surrounds me, Blackness enshrouds me.
I walk the path that most would fee.
Reborn in the night,
I hide from the light.
Darkness has laid it's clam,
I except that now.
I don't wish for fame,
Disappearing into the darkness I make my vow.
Those around me, I will protect.
Those who love me, will know my care.
Those who cross me I will scare.
Those who hurt the ones I love,
I will descend upon from above.
Signed
Shadow R. Chaos
Why must I live this life?
not knowing who I am.
I'm born into a world of strife,
I lost my home, my den.
I remember who I was,
all I had before.
I hurt myself in this world because,
all I am is hurting everyone i know and more.
To see this place though my eyes,
and you too would cry.
everybody dies
everything I hear sounds like lies.
I stand here,
looking in a mirror,
it all becomes clear,
I'm crying shadow tears.
By Shadow R. Chaos.
Darkness
I stand here
Facing the blood red moon.
with my flute I play the tune,
knowing it'll be over all to soon.
the lights are gone,
Faded away.
she is crying,
but what can I say?
people are watching,
who I to stop them.
that thing is stalking,
it'll be over soon, but when.
I smile at her,
she calls me heartless.
I guess I am now,
consumed by the darkness.
By Shadow R. Chaos
Eyes
Night has fallen
the lights are gone.
The shadows have call'in
the sky has sung it's song.
Her time has come
the light has come for her.
my tears are done
this is her cure.
My pain I hide,
with gifts and smiles.
When I'm alone I cried,
staring at the same four tiles.
I see the world,
with cold eyes.
I sit here,
Watching these dull skies.
By Shadow R. Chaos
Have you
Have you ever loved someone enough,
that if they left you felt like you'd die.
I could say I haven't,
But that would be a lie.
When she turns from me,
I feel like I could cry.
She turns away,
And I wonder why.
Is it me,
all i get is a sigh.
I run to her,
and watch her Fly.
If only there was time I could buy,
all I can do is cry.
I wonder will I die,
but still no one will answer why.
By Shadow R. Chaos
For her.
Why must we wait,
held so far apart.
Is this our fate,
tarring at my heart.
I close my eyes
and see her face.
without her voice
I go to waist.
Lost in time,
I fight for space.
Holding what's mine,
I plead my case.
Is this a test,
They call us blessed.
I'll do my best,
but, my gods, what a mess.
By Shadow R. Chaos
Skys
Rising higher,
I feel the flow.
Reaching new highest,
Let the wind blow.
Touching the clouds,
Flying the skies.
Flapping my wings,
Higher I rise.
Wings of four,
Feathers of black.
My heart cry's more,
I ignore everyone's flack.
I ran their race,
I played their games.
I've earned my place,
But not for the fame.
By Shadow R. Chaos
Be real
Lost in a sea of darkness
Alone in a world of pain
I loved the girl beside me
She left me all the same.
Yelling at the gods above me
Falling away from my path
Red water covers the road ahead
blood covers me like a bath.
No tears come to me now
Tares arranged on my body.
Demons come and bow,
Killing becomes a hobby.
Crying on this inside, dieing on the out
Leave me be,
because what you can't see
Is the real me.
By Shadow R. Chaos
Free
My life I give
My thanks you live.
I fought the light,
With all my might.
Your pain I feel,
Now you heal.
A gift you hide,
And to you I lied.
I've given up hope,
I just can't cope.
My love just won't die,
On the inside I cry.
Why can't we be?
I just can't see.
But I set you free
And I'll be me.
By Shadow R. Chaos
I lie me head to rest my weary eyes,
From all around I feel it reaching inside.
I feel no pain, it's hollow within,
With the darkness all around I'm forced to rise.
Night surrounds me, Blackness enshrouds me.
I walk the path that most would fee.
Reborn in the night,
I hide from the light.
Darkness has laid it's clam,
I except that now.
I don't wish for fame,
Disappearing into the darkness I make my vow.
Those around me, I will protect.
Those who love me, will know my care.
Those who cross me I will scare.
Those who hurt the ones I love,
I will descend upon from above.
Signed
Shadow R. Chaos
k, well i never really did alot of this things so I'm not terror-ably sure how to do it. but so i'll just say this. my life has gone for a major sh!t and my brother had nervous break down a while back then when he started getting better we ended up watching some guy die, and he ended up back a square one.
then my parent get separated, so we ended up with other mother moving in with us. I almost lose my job because of sick days where i was either up taking care of my brother or to stressed that i hadn't slept in awhile. and now THIS.
THIS is my father. he's now on his death bed almost, he had a heart attack. his liver has shut down along wi
1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!
"Shadow condense around one area and out step a young man looking to be around 20-21, he is wearing a pair of black jeans with a set of chains hanging from each side, black combat boots, red shirt and black trench coat. His red tipped black hair tied back in a pony tail with only the bangs framing his face. his dark green eyes covered with sunglasses." i was called?
*Urd appears and hands him a list and memo* Ya alex peinkoss tagged you for this Meme qu
You just want to see what I have to say...It's fuin ain't it?
I. You're a pervert.~nods~
II. I challenge you...to look up various 'How to Draw' books and have a nice picture ready for when I'm down.
III. Royal Blue. It's not dar, not bright, and confuses the hell outta me.
IV. You have a good sense of humor...for the most part.
V. ~blank face~ Uhh...Mae's room?
VI. A bear, because you like to think you're scary, but I see you as the fuzzy kind on the unicycle.
VII. Aspirations for the future?
VIII. If I do this for you, you must post this in your journal!
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Rune: Hey, Ryler? Did you know Pollen is plant sperm?
Ryler: Yeah. This is